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Suddenly I Feel So Exhausted. My Back Really Hurts Again, And I Just Remembered How Pathetic I Am.

Its 8:53Am And I Feel Like Garbage. I Realized That I Could Get Up And Watch Pokemon And Felt A Little Better For A Moment Because I Always Miss It Now But Then I Realized By The Time I Could Fall Down The Stairs (Cant Feel My Legs, What Else Is New?)

My Brain: &Amp;Ldquo;Remember All These Terrible Things You Did When You Were Younger. Shame You Weren&Amp;Rsquo;T Caught Ecause You&Amp;Rsquo;D Still Be In Prison&Amp;Rdquo; Me: Can U Not? Its Bad Enough Knowing That If Anyone Ever Found Out, I Could Still Go To Prison

Tonight Has Been My Most Active Night Ever. I Go For Days Without Getting A Single Message And Tonight I Got 2 Messages Simultaneously Not Onece But Twice. The First Time I Almost Panicked Over Seeing A &Amp;Ldquo;2&Amp;Rdquo; (Lol Bender &Amp;Ldquo;I Thought I

Decided To Go On A Bike Ride (Got My Tire Fixed Finally) Went To Put A Load Of Laundry In The Washer Before I Left And Was Greeted By A Nasty Smell From The Washer. Looks Like I Left A Load Of Clothes In There Since Tuesday And Forgot About It. And That

I Was Supposed To Be In Bed An Hour Ago. I Have Somewhere I Have To Be Tomorrow. I&Amp;Rsquo;M In Bed Now Though (Laptop Mode Engaged). Nothing Feels As Good As Wrapping Yourself In Pokemon Sheets. Even Though I Know The Monsters Can Get Me Even When Hiding

My Alarm Didn&Amp;Rsquo;T Go Off For Some Reason. I Have Like 15 Minutes Until I&Amp;Rsquo;M Supposed To Leave To Go To A Work Thing (Yep On My Day Off). As Usual, I Can&Amp;Rsquo;T Feel My Legs. I&Amp;Rsquo;M Gonna Chance It Cause I Need Food Before I Leave. Hopefully

There Are 3 People That I Follow I Want To Try Talking To That I Don&Amp;Rsquo;T Know But I Am Way Too Nervous, And I Feel Like Too Much Of An Annoyance To Try. Sure I Could Say &Amp;Ldquo;Hi&Amp;Rdquo; But What Else After That? I&Amp;Rsquo;M To Stupid To Have Any Sort

Its 6Am, And I&Amp;Rsquo;M Drunk Dressed Like Ash Ketchum. Nothing New Here But I Kinda Almost Feel Like I&Amp;Rsquo;M Hot. I&Amp;Rsquo;D Rather See Other Hot People Dressed Like Ash Ketchum Though. People That Would Enjoy Being Naked Around Me Except For Ashes Kanto

I Just Almost Got Really Upset Because I Couldn&Amp;Rsquo;T Find My Ash Gloves Because I Suddenly Needed Something On My Hands. Luckily I Found Them Before I Got Way More Upset Than Would Have Healthy.

I Like Wearing My Ash Ketchum Gloves. Its Like Two Little Hugs For My Hands.

I Guess I Should Be Lucking The Fact That The Only Thing That I Can Say Is Triggering For Me Is Being Stuck With A Needle, Especially For Bloodwork. It Brings Up Things That Are Seriously Not Fun. Seeing Pictures Isn;T Bad Though. Its More Controlled.

Oh, Thats Why. After Scrolling Through My Posts Last Night I Realized Its Because Deep Down, I&Amp;Rsquo;M A Fucking Sicko. I&Amp;Rsquo;M Used To Thinking About That Inside Where No One Can See, But It Looks Like Some Things Made It Out Last Night. I Guess Its

I Hate Feeling Like I Don&Amp;Rsquo;T Deserve To Talk To People. Some Times I Get So Upset I Even Feel Like I Don;T Deserve To Be Online Around People Even If I&Amp;Rsquo;M Not Interacting With Them.

Work. I Am Really Nervous. Nott Looking Forward To Tonight :(

I&Amp;Rsquo;M Not Even Drinking Because I Didn&Amp;Rsquo;T Feel Like It Which Is Really Out Of Charater For Me On A Friday Night/Saturday Morning. Its 4Am And I Cant Sleep. I Hate Being A Pathetic Loser That Cant Handle A Little Bit Of Stress For A Few Weeks.

Spent Most Of The Time I&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Been Awake Outside Working On Stuff Then Went Out To Eat With My Best Friend. Feeling A Little Better I Guess But Still Exhausted.

Well, I Did Something Stupid. I;M Just Going To Go And Try Not To Exist For A While.

One Of The Few Things That Makes Me Feel A Little Less Shitty When I;M Not Happy Is Video Game Music, Especially Pokemon Music.

Why Is It That I Get So Scared To Talk To People? Even If I Know Them And Even Online? Its Not Like I&Amp;Rsquo;M Face To Face With Them And I&Amp;Rsquo;M In A Quiet, Safe Place. Not To Mention I Have All The Time In The World To Say Something. Its Not Like If

Also, I Appreciate The 2 Or 3 Of You (Idk I Was Pretty Out Of It An May Have Responded With Something Stupid) That Were Nice Enough To Check Up On Me The Other Day But Really I&Amp;Rsquo;M Not Important Or Anything So Theres No Reason To Waste Time On Me.

I Guess I&Amp;Rsquo;M Drunk Enouhg To Not Care About Posting This

I&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Been Up For Like 15 Minutes And I&Amp;Rsquo;M Ready To Go Back To Bed.

Well, I Just Found Out What Happens When You Accidentally Touch Your Knuckles To A 220F Exhaust Header For A Car. Feels Good Man

I Burned My Hand By Accident&Amp;Hellip; That&Amp;Rsquo;S The Only Noteworthy Thing I&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Done In The Past Couple Weeks.

Its 3:30Am, I Havent Showered Yet, I Have A Bunch Of Errands To Do Tomorrow, And I&Amp;Rsquo;M Going To Go For A Walk To Smoke A Cigarette And Drink A Beer. Gonna Wear Wear A Pokemon Shirt Too Because I&Amp;Rsquo;M Just That Badass.

First Post Ever From A Mobile Device!!! I Feel So Empowered And Yet So Alone. Its Kinda Nice Though. Really Quiet Out Here.

My Leg Hurts. Time To Turn Around :(

Got Home A Little While Ago Then Had Some Cereal. Gonna Pass Out In A Little Bit. My Leg Still Hurts. Its Right In The Top Of My Right Thigh.

I Just Got Home From Mcdonalds And There Was Just This Random Pair Of Shoes Outside Facing The Glowing &Amp;Ldquo;M&Amp;Rdquo; Logo And I Decided It Was Probably Not A Good Idea To Look Directly At It In Case I Got Disintegrated Or Vaporized Or Something

I Was Going To Make A Post About Not Being Tired But Now That I&Amp;Rsquo;M Laying In Bed I&Amp;Rsquo;M Starting To Feel Tired. I Gueuss Tas A Good Thing As I&Amp;Rsquo;M Overthinking Again

I Got So Upset At Work Last Night I Forgot How To Count To Seven.

Work. Glad That Theres A Long Weekend Because I Have Been Really Stressed Out Lately.

Just Got Home From Work. Its Been A Stressful Week. Time To Unwind A Bit By Scrolling 80 Pgs Of Dash, Then Doing Some Crazy Adult Analytical Work Stuff.

I Wrote Up A Whole List Of Things To Discuss Next Week At Work On Tuesday. Its Time For Me To Stop Being A Baby And Being Intimidated By How Big Our New Building Is And To Try To Show People What I&Amp;Rsquo;M Capable Of.

Time To Celebrate. Gonna Crack A Beer And Chug Some Jd Then Jump In The Shower!!

I&Amp;Rsquo;M Going To Fix All The Issues By The Next Weekend After This One. 4 Days To Get Some Of These New Procedures In Place!!! Hell, I Should Go For The Good Stuff, I&Amp;Rsquo;M Breaking Out The Fireball Whiskey!!!

..Well Maybe Fix Is A Bit Of An Overstatement. I Mean I&Amp;Rsquo;M Going To Minimize Some Of The Issues At Work!!!

I;M Still Gonna Go For The Fireball Though!!! Its 422Am And Idc That Its Late!! I Chugged A 20Oz Red Bull Before Work And Its Strangely Hasn&Amp;Rsquo;T Worn Off Yet. Probably Because I Haven&Amp;Rsquo;T Been Drinking Energy Drinks Lately

My Ash Ketchum Gloves Make Things Feel Better. They Seem A Bit Loose These Days Though :( My Hands Need Proper Hugs

Thpughts Of Ash Make Me Feel Safe.

(At Work This Week On Two Occasions Summed Up)&Amp;Ldquo;I&Amp;Rsquo;M Doing The Best I Can.&Amp;Rdquo; &Amp;Ldquo;That May Be, But Sometimes Your Best Isn&Amp;Rsquo;T Good Enough. Get It Done On Time&Amp;Rdquo; Asshole. Hes Been Getting All Pissed At Me Because I Don&Amp;Rsquo;T

While I Haven&Amp;Rsquo;T Gotten Out Of Bed Yet, Today Seems To Be A Good Day Because I Didn&Amp;Rsquo;T Wake Up With Shitty Thoughts About Myself. Its Almost Always In The Morning So I Guess I Dodged That Today!

I Guess I&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Been Volunteered To Help Someone Move Out Or Something

Well That Turned Out To Be A Busy Day. I Helped A Friends Friend Move And They Were Literally Rednecks Complete With All The Beat Up Pickup Trucks (I Rode Around In Literally The Dirtiest Vehicle I&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Ever Been In. The Dashboard Was So Covered In

Clumsyoctopus: Life Rules - You Are Never As Awkward As You Think You Are- You Are Never As Annoying As You Think You Are- You Are Never As Boring As You Think You Are- Your Compliments Are Never As Creepy As You Think They Are - You Are Way More Wanted

My Mom Bought Me A New Floor Fan To Relpace This Broken Pos I Currently Have!!!!

I Think Its Time To Get Into Bed Where Its Safe :(

Why Now? I&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Actually Had A Good Weekend And Ave Been Soical And Out Of The House And Driving A Lot And Have Been Ok. Why Am I So Worried All Of A Sudden About People?

Getting Kinda Tweaky And Weird Feeling. Puts Down Laptop And Sobs Into Ash Ketchum Pillow

I Just Feel Really Shitty Rn

I Just Woke Fucking Crying. I&Amp;Rsquo;Ve Seen A Lot F Posts About People Having Nightmares An Shit And Had Always Been Fairly Lucky Until Now To Barely Even Dream Let Alone Have Dreams Like This Last One That I Can Barely Remember But I&Amp;Rsquo;M Still Really

I Have No Idea Why But Literally Everything Is Confusing Right Now Like What Is This Glowing Thing I;M Staring At Right Now And What Are These Sparky Neon Green And Purple Spots Floating Infront Of My Eyes

I Dont Want To Exist For A While.

So

I Wonder Why I Feel More Secure When I Have My Ash Gloves On. Probably The Same Reason That I Cant Do Anything Other Than Showering Without Socks On. Not Wearing Socks Makes Me Really Uncomfortable. Not That I Need To Wear Gloves All The Time But Its

Got All My Errands Done Early Today. Doing Some More Cleaning

I Really Like Nice Messages. Most Of The Time They Don&Amp;Rsquo;T Always Get Posted Becuse I Keep Them In My Inbox For Reading Later When Im Upset/ I Really Want To Thank You All That Have Ever Send Me A Nice Message ;U;

Its 5:25Am And Its Time For Bed. I Guess I Had An Ok Day. I Got Out Of Bed Around 3:30Pm And Got Dressed, Ate, And Left For Work. I Ended Up Being &Amp;Frac12; Hour Late Because Of An Accident , And Was Really Upset And Stressed Because I An Normally On Time.

Wow, My Back Is Hurting Really Bad Today :( The Worst Part Is That I Think I Have To Help M Best Friend Lift The Cab Of A Truck Off The Ground. Like Litterally Lift A Truck. Like This By Hand

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